I slept through the phone going berserk this morning, lying on the couch with the alarm unplugged somewhere throughout the long night, where I'd wake up and drift back to sleep every half-hour or so. Eleven Thirty or so, I rolled off my couch, plopping to the hardwood flooring in my living room with an area rug as the only padding. At this moment, I realized that I should have been up so much earlier & calling work, my schedule was unknown at the time. Christine was upset, or so I think, that I hadn't answered her calls. I apologized and tried to explain what happen, she just answered flatly and monotoned. Unusual.
So now I've got my schedule, I had off today. I scarfed down some pizza bites and soda and laid down and read a new novel by Chuck Palahniuk, "Rant". I must've fallen asleep, because the next thing I knew, it was about Four. I slept half my day away.
I don't like this, I don't like feeling as if my days could be wasted thusly. They should be spent doing something productive, or so I feel. & now, I can't help but think about this long summer ahead, the first time I really loathed summer's arrival.
Things will be different, Christine and I definitely won't have a set schedule to see each other, and we both have friends to see. Some of her friends, well, they wouldn't really like me around, and I understand, so I won't be seeing her on those days. I've grown accustom to our stays together, practically living together, shopping together, eating together, sleeping together. I'm not worried though. That thought never really crossed my mind, unless you count just now. I know that we'll easily stay as functional as we are now. There is no question. I'd rather not stumble upon a cliche, but I know our love will keep us together.
So, it's time now to check the job aspect off of my list.
The GED was taken care of long ago.
& I just finished having a conversation with her about a FASFA form and the chances they'd cover any costs of college. We'll look at them when I return "Rant" to the library on the 17th. I hope I can finish before then, with this busy work schedule ahead.
That's basically the update.

I don't like wasted an entire day either with sleep but sometimes I'm so tired, I just don't care.
» Southern on 2007-05-14 10:01:19

seems like you needed the sleep.
All I'm looking forward to this summer is the two week breaks of nothing-ness. i/e: June's free 'til the last week - that's when I'm goin' to the Philippines; Two weeks [maybe] in the middle of July 'til I leave for summer camp with my church youth group; And then August. At least 'til school starts up again.

I think I will enjoy June. Mostly. Hopefully. I am SO ready for a break . . .
» invisible on 2007-05-15 12:59:13

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